/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>Left cosplay community after last relationshit drama 4 years ago, after a string of heartbreaks and fucked situations, and being a person I wasn't proud of.
>dawning realization that I only attract women because I wear fucking costumes, and am only a passing fancy for these women.
>Eventually get over myself, realize only way I'm going to meet women as fucking weird as me into cosplay is if I go cosplaying again.
>Oh fuck I'm now 30+ years old.
>All the 30+ year old women are either taken, broken by drug addiction, fat legbeards that will crush me under their frame, or too cos-famous for me to get with.
>Realize the only women that will give me the time of day is fresh into the cosplay scene 18-25 year olds.
>caveat: younger fans have no idea about classic/vintage animu, and if unlucky, they don't want to know about it either.
>Not sure how to feel about it, but going for it anyways.

I didn't get into cosplay to meet women, but I'd be foolish not to realize I've been dateless from the moment I stopped doing cosplay on the regular.

I feel somewhat disgusted with myself, but I really don't know what else to do.

>>8463804
>thinking drugs are in any way cool or good for you long term.

Not all of us nerds are gutter trash, anon.

>>8441367
Drugs aren't cool, anon.

Earl Grey Tea is where it's at.