/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>>9258791
I guess what makes it worse for me is that we're in a tiny country so there's a much higher chance of running into each other (IRL or online) and that I was in a program for gifted kids so many of my classmates ARE on the track to be (so to speak) Merrill Lynch board members or MD-PhDs making breakthroughs. And here I am, wearing oversized doll clothes and taking selfies where I try to look kawaii uguu~
I mean, of course I enjoy it because I wouldn't be doing it otherwise, but the older I get the more often I have these moments of intense self-consciousness where I realize what I loser I must look like to the outside world.