/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

Idk if anyone read/remembers but mushroom anon from last thread and I wanted to have a little update!
>have been wearing lolita
>took up playing and invested in new games
>tackeld a huge mess in my apartment I have been avoiding
>have three packages of top cute lolita arriving
It's still baby steps but I feel energized - and the best, I actually feel like I have some hope to pull myself out of this depression. Especially cleaning out made me feel like I have a fresh new change and I have a plan to first keep this and eventually get better. I have so many awesome things in my life and a very comfy apartment and I feel like I'm step closer to be able to enjoy them again.
>mfw bursting of ideas for new coords, seriously crying because it feels so damn good.

>>10065249
I know it's kinda late but I really appreciated this anon. My condition was really bad and I couldn't stop crying. After the third dose and nap I actually feel a lot better emotionally but I have pretty rough time with the physical side effects still + I caught a cold. But I actually feel like I'm able to complete my wardrobe post, go to the store and celebrate New Year's and I'm pretty happy.
>determined to organize my wardrobe, wash, iron and photograph it and plan coords the rest of my holidays
>mfw best holidays ever

I've been wearing lolita for a couple years but I never had the balls to go to a meetup. I don't know what to say when I walk up to the rest of the group, what if no one talks to me, what if I have to sit alone the whole time, etc. I just moved to a new city and I really want to get over myself and join the comm here. Any advice, gulls?