/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

No one invited me to do anything for Halloween. I tried going shopping during the day and see if I could buy something nice for myself but I wasn't even able to find anything good. So I'm just sitting here, alone at home, being bitter that people are going to parties, being in cosplay and costume and having fun.

Can't wait for the same thing to happen at Christmas and New Years!

I always go to cons alone. If I see someone I know, I might be able to chat with them for a bit, but I know they went with their friends and have their own friend circles or groups. To not intrude, I usually leave after a bit and just continue on my way. I have never gone to a con with a group of friends. God, it feels like high school all over again, people I want to talk to are off in their own friend groups and I just have too much spaghetti to try to successfully befriend people, and even then, that never works out well. I have never had a friendship that lasted for more than, at most, a year and a half. Walking through cons alone, seeing people in groups... I do not know how, somehow, it hurts.

>tfw gonna end this year basically friendless

I can already see it now, people celebrating New Years with each other and giving gifts around Christmas like usual and I'll just be stuck doing nothing because I'm not really important to anyone anymore. On the plus side, at least that saves me money... wouldn't have to shell out money to buy gifts for anyone. That's more money I can put towards cosplay and cons. But, still...