/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

I'm so tired of having to rake so much cash just to live a bare minimum life and be able to walk. im such a genetic fuckup I don't understand why I was born at all. the money I have spent this year on exams, tests, therapy, surgery, appointments, etc could buy me a full closet full of brand, but no.

hell, there's barely any point in buying clothes and being pretty anymore because I can barely go outside anymore. it's too painful.

if i get cancer someday. im just gonna give up and not treat it. im just gonna buy everything ive wanted and be buried in frills.