/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>found childhood best friend who I lost contact with by accident on tumblr
>that one bff you were a weeb with and loved it, that friend you always fought with then made up with instantly
>she moved cross country a couple years ago, so no longer local
>tried to leave a message with her parents but they were out, then never heard back from them
>she's running a tumblr related to her degree/dream job and probably doing great, so happy for her
>tfw sent her a few messages but was never replied to, too scared to try texting her old phone number at this point

For years she was nearly my only friend, and she was THE friend who I got into anime with... I just have this crushing anxiety that she grew out of it in the meantime and when she saw my message, looked me up and saw that I was still cosplaying/lolita/anime-ing it up, she decided to just ignore me... I miss her so much.

i'm in love with derpqueen's face and i don't know how to tell her :(