/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>be Minnesota
>head to my first Wizard World ever in Minneapolis
>Been to majority of the only other cons in this state, all small feeling and very anime related even the western theme ones.
>Wizard World there was a whole new experience for me, it felt like a small taste of comic con in san diego
>start to get depressed how I may never in a long time have the money to travel to the big cons I want to see
>remembering how difficult it is to get san diego comic con tickets
>still want to experience katsucon and anime expo even with the hate they get
>love to go to dragon con

You all who travel or even at least been to one huge/popluar con are so lucky

also

>was cosplaying applejack at MN wizard world
>that feel when people assume you bought your shirt that you sewn yourself
>want to take it as a compliment but makes you realise that everyone at the con is assuming youre wearing a shitty closet cosplay
>my /cgl/ blood also judging and questioning my gijinka costume design the whole con

I want to stop being so paranoid and worrying about what everyone thinks about me there because when I cosplay at cons I feel so sexy and confident and then I go home and I look and feel completely different and only wear baggy t shirts and sweat pants for men or unisex
I still wear makeup, yet my clothing is really lazy and unfeminine

Where is a torrent for episode 3
please