/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>>8566681
He's suggested it but won't pressure me into it. I also have this overly hygienic anxiety from my strict parenting from a germaphobe mother. I can't shake the disgust out of my head at the act, even if I know it really isn't a big deal. It took me forever just to get over sharing the same cups with him, or letting him give me oral (boy was I missing out). I even still have trouble with French kissing, honestly. I know there isn't anything I should worry about; but I had a mother than would spank me with a belt for something as small as not washing my hands AFTER dinner or after taking off dirty clothes to put in the hamper, or wiping the family keyboard down with alcohol wipes when o finish using it.

So, maybe I can, but I have so many anxieties I need to get over. I'm just glad he understands.