/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

> tfw you're never gonna be satisfied with anything you ever do, in this case never satisfied with your cosplay skills
> tfw you're just waiting for a nervous breakdown to happen

I had a pretty bad day today.. I was too overwhelmed with cynical and awful thoughts along the lines of...
>everything in the world is awful, no good in the world, there's no point to doing anything, you're always at fault for everything, everything you like sucks because it's popular, people aren't paying attention to you because you're terrible at everything and they will always ignore you

And it's just... too much for my mind to try and process. I wish it would stop, and I'm not even sure what caused it in the first place. I just feel really lonely and nothing makes sense.

I think I'm getting over my ex.

But then I have moments where I wonder what I'd do if I were to run into her again. What would I say, what would she think...

I guess if I were truly over her, I wouldn't be thinking about that. I shouldn't... care about that, and even the thought of seeing her again in some manner shouldn't phase me.