/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

im an emotionally devastated shell right now and everything hurts.

>post in progress thread last year
>get some positive responses on improvement
>helpful tips for making better coords
>post in progress thread
>personal insults
>lack of concrit
>hardly any tips or help
>ok.jpg

not lolita related:

>out of depression meds and self-esteem was already suffering
>doctor's office won't call me back about upping my prescription dosage despite being completely out of refills on the ineffective dosage
>asshole manager won't give me my schedule a week in advance so i can't plan anything fun with my friends
>spites me for taking a week off despite only working one day a week anyway
>bitter toward me for taking a full load of classes
>crazy anxiety exacerbated by classmate who started hitting on me and creeping on me despite the fact that i'm taken
>boyfriend crazy nervous about med school acceptance/rejection letters and will be until may
>about to lose standing in my major because i'm getting Cs in the classes I need Bs in
>apathy and lack of motivation and energy

i'm so overwhelmed
why the fuck do i even bother