/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>tfw not sure if I want to be with my boyfriend anymore because he was pretty cringey when we went to a con together and was being kind of a baby the whole time about little things and didn't communicate about it
>hung around the con without a shirt on while outside of cosplay and was being kind of loud and obnoxious among a few other things
>he said he loved me at some point during the con even though it had only been a few months and I'm not sure if I'm ready for that
>he also says that this relationship is one of the only things going right in his life and that freaks me out but I'm too afraid to say anything because I don't want to hurt him but at the same time that's an enormous amount of pressure
>discussed our sex life with a mutual friend at length in detail
>have a lot of things I need to sort through both physically and mentally but he has a ton of emotional baggage and I don't think I can handle it
>feel as if it's all fine and dandy when he has freak-outs but when I get overwhelmed and break down and vent a little bit it has to be a big deal and he has to take it personally
>feel more like his therapist than his girlfriend and feel like I'm suffocating at times especially since he wants to know what I'm doing constantly even though he means well

I don't want to hurt him, but I'm not sure if I can do this for much longer. Man, I thought I grew enough as a person to be in a relationship but I don't think I can handle this.

In more positive, /cgl/ related news:
>tfw dropped 8 kgs so far this summer, hopefully going to drop 8-10 more
>tfw working on one of my dream cosplays and it's going really well and I can't wait
>money has been relatively stable, my bank was going a bit low a month ago but I sold some things
>took some time off work and when I got back my coworkers and boss were happy and missed me
>tfw might have found my dream school and it's in an area that's not too far away from some really great cons and really close to my old home area