/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>>9313712
>>9313778
Thanks anon, I appreciate it. Guess I'm stuck hoping they'll bring back the large cutsews for now.

I want to cry
>last time i measured myself i was 5"3
>perfect
>measured myseld today
>5"4
And I gained four pounds. I'll never be small and cute again. I think about getting rid of all my heeled and platform shoes despite them only being 3cm or 5cm at worst
>taller than most of my friends
i suffer every day.

Miniroom maker and the other cute pixelated scene makers have closed, only crappy ones with few choices are left. It makes me so sad, tiny weeb me used to spend so much time playing that cute shit and now it's all gone. I wish i could play it again because i'm incredibly bored and i remember the joy i got from that.
Also old sites that got closed down like Quizilla.

>>8753104
I always smile a lot at meets and cons
but when i go home i cry because i feel so ugly next to the other girls and i cry a lot at con photos because of how ugly i feel
People keep telling me i look super cute and very little know about my insecurities.
But in a con when i get asked for a pic i often hide my face or look away.
I'm so tired of crying because i feel like other girls are prettier and better and i feel like shit. I wish to feel at peace with myself

>>8707084
Anon you're horrible!!

>>8441395
I just wanna gently hug and protect people like you but i am in the same "the world is a ball of harm that will hurt me and people i love and destroy things i love" case. I am that kind of person that cries in front of Happy Tree Friends (why did they have to be so cute why did i had to click on it and see those atrocities oh man. I am such a sensitive faggot...) or cries when a dog dies in a movie. I just want to protect people but being a little 5"3 sensitive person i cant even do much...i am so pathetic i know. I am wearing otome clothing. Cute,cozy,but with a bit of frills and not flashy... but i cannot bring myself to wear lolita. I would have a massive panic attack with so many people watching me and become all paranoid "they must all think i am ugly or fat or something like that". I am following therapy tho so maybe one day?