/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

I constantly hope my group of friends will cancel on a con so I can go alone and not worry about being a good guy for once.
As a male who has a female best friend whom, (to skip the drama back story so I dont go over character limit) I love with all my heart and used to bump nasty with often, its really hard when we go to a con and women are trying to talk with me and start implying things in a closed setting. I know she wouldnt say it out loud, but it bothers her and makes me feel awkward so I have to break off alot of connections. I have a GREAT charisma score and easily a fit 8/10.
All I want to do is let loose and not feel guilty afterwards. Anyone else feel this way? Maybe not the sexy time part, but the fact that even though they are your best friends, you feel that they put a cap on the fun at cons? Especially friends of different gender.