/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

I'm hopelessly in love with my ex. Hopeless because I know it would never work again, but I keep holding out for some fucking reason. I really don't want to feel like this. She stopped talking to me like a month ago and never told me the reason until a couple days ago, which happened to be that I didn't talk to her enough. Which is bullshit because she never initiated conversations at the time. And now I've been acting like a puppy messaging her everyday even though we have nothing interesting at all to talk about. She even told me she had things she wanted to talk about. She doesn't put any effort into conversing and I feel like a desperate beta admirer that has zero chance. I don't know what to do and it's killing me inside slowly.

And my fucking weed dealer is being flaky. I also got a raging headache the last time I smoked, but that's nothing a few days sober doesn't fix. So yeah, sober heartache. Great.