/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>>9660711
>mfw no cute lolita gf to give me footjobs

>5’2”, used to be 100lb back in 2015
>bad shit happens, gain 20lb within a month or so of that year due to stress
>average weight now but it all hit me so quickly that I look like an okapi
>been on birth control for a while so I didn’t think that helped much either
>2017, weight hasn’t budged much
>shit happens in july/august
>now probably 130lb, still average but doctor says I have to be careful
>weight gain over years has caused my breast to grow, which makes it hard for me to wear any sort of j-fashion.
>My height means that weight distribution sucks for me too, so I’ll always look weird in my favorite clothes

I hate it gulls. I’m so self-conscious about my body and sometimes I just look in the mirror and push my boobs together to make them seem smaller and I get to see the body of a cute girl for once, not the frumpy thing that I am. I’ve been thinking about getting a reduction but I know technically they aren’t that big (32C). I hate how they look on me though and I don’t know if there’s anything I can even do to naturally reduce them. I feel so dysphoric about them and there’s times where I just feel gross looking at myself in anything. It’s made me think some bad shit and I don’t know what to do

>>9242808
Like good for you and all but if I saw this bitch enter a public establishment dressed like that and gave me that fuck all answer, we'd have problems. At least be low-key it is not that hard. What a nightmare.

My girlfriend told me about lolita fashion and she nervously asked if I would think it was weird or dumb. I told her I thought it was pretty and that if she wanted to do it I'd be all for it, which made her really happy. Later I casually asked what she thought of guys who dress in lolita, and she laughed and said they were gross.

She doesn't know that my second closet is packed with frills and I've been dressing in lolita for years (brolita).