/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

One piece of cosplay isn't going to be here in time. I really want to use the rest but it won't really work. Forever depressed.

>tfw I literally want to kill myself
>just came home from college
>mom be asian-- yelling is literally her indoor voice
>dysfunctional family
>failed class
>have to retake it for $2400
>no job
>family is poorfag
>bf planning pathfinder session
>he is a serious writer about this
>sees me make mistakes in choosing class/character stuff
>assumes I'm not taking it even a little bit seriously
>calls me out on it
>just before, I tell him about failed class
>he tells me he gave up on me passing months ago
>no comforting
>tfw his disappointment
>tfw I'm a fuckup in life
>forever crying
>I should just throw myself out the window

>hear my name called at a convention
>it's my ex and the girl he left me for
>they are cosplaying Howl and Sophie
>we had planned to cosplay that together
>try not to show how bitter I feel and be polite
>friend lies to save me
>"Anon, hurry up, I don't want to miss that panel."
>"Oh, what panel are you going to?"
>sounds like he's interested in tagging along
>"Yaoi."
>actually went to the bathroom and cried