/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>>9653539
I understand. Thank you for seeming to be a reasonable person despite saying we are similar. It gives me hope that I'm not just completely fucking everything up for no reason.

>>9653789
I don't know, maybe? I always figured I was just schizoid because I am happiest alone being a turbo weaboo.

Within a group or handful of people I try to befriend, one of them admits romantic feelings for me randomly after a few months or even a few weeks. Every time. Usually the others have been approached by the person about liking me so we get pushed together. The people who pursue me for both friendships and relationships are usually manipulative and chronic liars, at least to an extent. I try to give them a chance and at least humour them but find myself suddenly bothered by things that I normally don't care about, as if I'm looking for any reason to end the "relationship" and cut contact.

I feel like a supercunt but all I want to do is try to enjoy my hobbies in a different way, with others. Writing it out like this, I feel kind of depressed.