/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>Moved to Japan to study, cosfam obviously stayed behind
>Always been fine with being alone, very introverted anyway and accepted the fact that I probably won't be getting Japanese cosplay-friends.
>Just visited a two-day doujinshi convention
>So many cosplayers, everyone seems to be having so much fun
>I forgot that feeling ages ago
>Suddenly want to have friends to cosplay with
>Gonna try joining uni's cosplay club despite crippling autism when it comes to interacting with new people
>Can't tell if it's gonna go good or horribly wrong
>Happy and excited but also scared shitless

So many contradicting feels