/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

I know this is a really fucking stupid awful heartless feel but I’m kind of jelly of all the girls in my comm who have husbands/boyfriends who buy them whatever they want while they spend all their time at home enjoying their hobbies, not having to work, because they’re chronically ill. They’re all invisible illnesses that they rarely talk about so it’s easy for me to forget that these girls are probably suffering. But from their instagrams, on which two of them post daily and the third every other day, it looks like all their days are spent wearing lolita and crafting and going for walks and meeting friends at cute cafes. Meanwhile I work full time at a job I hate just to pay the bills and pay off my student loans. I’m also exhausted all the time, though that’s most likely from work and nothing medical. Sometimes I wish it were a medical issue so I’d have an excuse to quit my job and stay home.

>inb4 “wow you’re a shit”
I know, which is why I’d never express this stupid feel anywhere but 4chan.