/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>really good friends with an internet friend from the other side of the country.
>plan on meeting up and going to a con that we've both been wanting to go together for the past 2 years we've known each other.
>only really talk through steam since I quit all other social media due to trying to avoid toxic people.
>I stop going online on steam cuz toxic people are trying to talk to me through steam as well.
>finally go back on steam after 6 month absence to find that the long-term friend has deleted me off their friend list.

I feel like a really terrible person now and I feel like I've betrayed my friend somehow.