/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>>10190645
Wait wait wait wait, a mature influence? Will my retarded mommy fetish I don't reveal in public or even non-anonymously online finally go away? I am not a lesbian nor bi actually, hence why I said a month only. I just feel as a mentally ill age regressor that never acted out in a sexual way (no i don't like diapers or sippy cups...sippies sometimes actually when nobody's looking). I definitely need help plus my virginity and lack of sexual experience makes me confused in an ed gein way so I'm pretty sure it's all based on some shit that can be clinically diagnosed and maybe treated, don't know where to begin though.
And yes it has nothing to do with classic lolita, I own and like almost all styles btw. Here a picture to keep things relevant.