/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

I hate going to Cons with other people, I want to go alone. I want to stay in a hotel alone, I want to be free to talk to whoever I want, meet new people and not have to worry if they will like my friends too, or if my friends will like them. I want to do crazy things and not be judged or have to maintain my character to the people who already know me. I want to head bang at concerts I want to flirt with girls, I want to look through the yuri section. I want to spend forever looking at the Lolita dresses, I want to eat whenever I want, I want to go to wherever I want. and do whatever I want and I don't want anyone I know to ever know about it.


Don't want to hurt my friends feelings by telling them I don't want to go with them, we go to the same con every year together, don't want to hurt my boyfriends feelings by telling him to stay the fuck home because he doesn't like anime anyways so I feel obligated to pay for his ticket and just ends up being a moody unhappy brat when he goes with me, because he is bored/tired and uncomfortable and I end up having to try to cheer him up the whole day and its emotionally exhausting. But he wants to go with every year.

(but cons are in LA and the car is not too stable, and it would be stupid to go without the buddy system)