/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

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I did a shoot with him this summer and found he was pretty chill and friendly to work with, didn't have problems with him being creepy or having a weird attitude.

Not trying to whiteknight, if anything now I'm kibda worried I'm too fugly to flirt with.

Gained about 10kg in less than a year so my new measurements are shit.

Height: 166cm / 65in
Bust: 100cm / 39in
Waist: 81cm / 31in
Hips: 96cm / 37
Weight: 63kg / 138lbs

This is the heaviest I have been in my entire life. The weight gain mostly came from overeating because I am a pig with no self control and I'm currently having a sedentary lifestyle.

Just got married and moved to another country where I dont speak the language or have any friends or family. I wont be seeing my friends and family for another year and I'm currently unemployed so I have nothing better to do than baking and cooking. They have seriously become the highlight of my day.

I haven't cosplayed in a while but I have a costume I haven't touched here. The problem is that I have been expanding so fast that it's too snug on me now. My old clothes are also starting to get too small on me and the pants and shorts which used to be big for me can't even fit me anymore.

As for exercise, my knee is busted and I cant even jog or do squats because it cant handle the pressure and weight. I know I am also making excuses while I gobble up that double moist dark chocolate cake with chopped cacao bars and fresh strawberries from Spain but... I dont know anymore. Maybe I am eating my sadness away but I am pretty sure I need an intervention.
P.S. Fuck this captcha for making me identify food