/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

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>adjusting my outfit in a hallway outside main con area
>girl wearing lovelive cosplay comes up to me and compliments my cosplay
>she starts talking to me about the series while i fix some stuff in the mirror
>awkwardly talk back at her, at this point I'm just pretending to adjust things so I don't have to fully engage with her
>she keeps making comments on my appearance between talking about her like and hometown and shit
>it goes on for 10 minutes until she puts her hand on me
>i freeze up for a second and then back away a bit
>her boyfriend shows up, they're forming a semi circle around me and I feel trapped
>start to panic for some reason while they continue to talk at me
>i pulled my tie loose out of anxiety and screwed it up, guy tells me to stay still so he can fix it for me and gets really close to my face
>i'm sweating bullets and can't will myself to get the fuck out of there
>girl is grabbing my arm
>guy has beads of sweat pouring down his face for some reason while he pulls this thing around my neck tighter and is maybe 5 inches from my face
>group of people walk by and ask for my picture
>relieved i go to pose, thank christ i'm away from them
>the boyfriend, not wearing cosplay says "hey i can join!"
>GF says "do a yaoi pose!"
>group sees that I'm really uncomfortable and asks if i want to go with them to a panel
>GF/BF tell me I should go back with them to their room
>flee from nightmare with the group
>sit down on floor
>stare at wall until my friends find me

i never realized until then how fucked up i was over shit that has happened in the past. it was as simple as walking away and i couldn't for some reason.