/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>>9860407
I don't think I'm asexual. I loved sex when I was with my previous partners but the breakup for me was quite horrible and the way I was treated was not nice so something inside me switched off. I still get sexual thoughts but their directed towards anime characters, unironically.

The furthest I'm really willing to go with girls is to help wash them in the shower. But for me that's not a sexual thing, it's cute because of the intimacy and care involved. I can understand that girls my age want sex, that's totally understandable and I try and make it clear at the beginning that I'm not interested in sex but I assume they all take it as a ruse that most guys do to seem like their not here for a pump and dump. So they all get offended when I become dissociative during sexual stuff because I'm just not into it.