/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

tfw you're the heaviest you've ever been, working out makes you gain more weight, cosplay season is right around the corner and you're too upset to try and cosplay because people will probably just call you a fat whale

I just want to have fun with my cosplay friends but the anxiety of people laughing at me has gotten so bad that I am scared to leave the hotel room

Acne and scars.
And like some other anons, I'm underweight at 17 bmi yet I still have fat jiggly upper thighs with cellulite/stretch marks and flabby upper arms
I'm also not photogenic and I usually have to take around a dozen selfie shots and whittle it down to just one I would like and even then I have to photoshop it so I can't imagine someone taking a quick snap of me on the spot at cons. And then I'll worry or get mad if the person posted that photo of me somewhere publicly online.

I also don't have any friends to go to cons with anymore so I get socially anxious and overwhelmed when I'm on my own and if someone is with me I'll cling onto them which I'm sure is annoying to them.

I'm looking for a good Yuno Gasai wig. All of them on Ebay have the same shitty stock photo. Anyone know where to get a nice one?