/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

I'm just sitting here trying to distract myself from feeling awful for no good reason. I feel really sad and frustrated, and there's no real reason for me to feel this intensely awful. I have some cleaning I need to do before I work on a costume and a lolita dress I designed, but that's not a big deal. My husband is playing FF14 instead of putting the laundry away like he said he would if I folded and sorted it, but I feel confident that he will do it like her said, so that's not a big deal. I'm going to see if my younger sister wants to do an AA booth at a con and I'd take care of things for her since she's underage, but that should actually make me excited and the con isn't until mid July. I was even thinking of making some things to throw on the table. Fuck you, depression. Too bad I'm too poor to afford to see a psychologist for my Viibryd prescriptions and see the doctor for my non-mental medical problems that are more pressing at the same time.