/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>tfw get linkedin request from one of my normie peers/classmates
>she has all her shit together, lots of connections, etc
>meanwhile my profile is empty and I'm reading drama on a chinese cartoon dressup site
kill me

I'm not even 20 yet, so I have a while to figure out what I want to do with my life, but it feels like time's running out. I'm wasting my time on lolita and cosplay when I could be doing something productive but I don't know what. I get good enough grades, but I lack the necessary social skills/finesse and dislike what I'm studying. I know I'm not smart enough to succeed in STEM or anything related, either.

Ideally I'd like to reach a point where I don't have to rely on my parents or SO, but I'm worried I'll never get there and be a burden forever. I'm just scared.

>>9461159
I feel that hard anon, I've classified myself as undateable-tier too.

>be closeted crossplayer
>live in all-male, pseudo-frat for uni
>bust my ass keeping my sewing machine/dresses/makeup/etc hidden
>check mail today, not expecting anything so haven't looked in a few days
>giant fucking coupon sheet from joanns sitting aside the pile of everyone else's mail
>addressed to ANON OR CURRENT RESIDENT
>no idea how long its been there
>and the coupons aren't even any good
what the fuck joanns

>>9379239
>cosplay is still not done