/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>>10274259
That's actually the worst part anon. There was no traumatic event or mistreatment from my past or anything that caused me to be like this, I've just been like this for as long as I can remember. I have nobody to blame but myself.

And if it wasn't clear from my post I was planning on asking a girl out today, the president of my uni's cosplay club, but I didn't do it because I'm a little bitch who can't open up to people.

>met cosplay crush at uni cosplay club
>tfw she's perfect at sewing, EVA, Wig styling, everything
>tfw I'm shit at everything despite cosplaying for two more years than her
>tfw she's always nice to me and goes out of her way to talk to me even though I'm an antisocial retard
>she's too nice of a person, I'll never be good enough to be with someone like her
>even if she did like me I'm too retarded to sustain a relationship
>tfw she smiled at me today
Why are we still here? Just to suffer?