/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

Well, seems like I'm finally admitting that I've become the student meme. I'm going to be home with family this Christmas, frantically finishing my BA-essay over the holidays. I could have prevented this, but didn't do shit?

Why am I not even mad?

>If you have a bf please don't post
Sorry gull, I've got dumb bitch feels to spill
>Sister hosts CMV filming at our house
>Absolute takeover by cosplay and crew
>Evacuate to my boyfriend's for the weekend
>Supposedly "studied more" there
>Left his house Sunday, forgot my phone charger
>Borrow emergency one from sister
>It can only charge up to 50% before glitching out
>Live with it, will meet bf today Tuesday
>He brings my charger
>Wants to get it from his bag at a slightly unfitting moment
>Haha no, not now I can take it later
>We both fucking forget it
>Don't know next time we'll meet
>Still stuck with this glitching ass spare charger
As always, suffering from my own stupidity...

>>7814309
I haven't sold it already because it's a really big poster and a hassle to ship. Plus I don't really have time right now to go to the post office and sort it out even if someone wanted it. I hate to toss it but it's sort of the simple solution, you know?

I get excited about cosplays and buy materials, then randomly get discouraged. I get scared I'll fuck up or look stupid or my character/series choice is bad. Then I don't use the material and feel bad about wasting money and either sell it or turn it into regular clothes or gifts.
I just want to cosplay once and have fun with it.