/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>>8109327
I feel like I'm the opposite of you OP. I grew up a huge tomboy, had short hair, looked like a shota most of my life, did boyish things, and my body was under developed so it just felt right to look like a guy because I was doing "traditionally guy things." Except I'm a girl, and my mom harassed me my entire life about dressing and acting more feminine.
All of my friends growing up were guys, so I just never really cared about makeup or frilly things because I was fine with being one of the guys. And it was easier for me to fall into the background, because I hated my school and I had anxiety.
Then I got to college and wham, puberty hit me. Suddenly I have breasts, suddenly my face is really pretty and girly clothes started to feel more right ot me. So I gradually made the transition into having a more feminine closet and it gave me more self confidence.
Except now I have a face full of cystic acne out of the blue, and I haven't left my house in months. I stopped doing all of my hobbies and the things that made me happy and I'm currently in this awful limbo where my whole life is on hold.

So don't worry anon, you're not the only one who's going through a rough patch. But I do suggest you seek out psychiatric help.