/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

Does anyone else get occasional existential criseses and go into a spiralling anxious hole and then depression for a few days?

>I am going to die
>Everything I know and have ever experienced, I will never remember again
>Even if the people around my remember me, they too will die
>Humanity will eventually cease to exist with the Heat Death of the universe
>Time will stop
>Nothing I do can prevent this, nothing anyone can do will prevent this

What is the point in existing? Especially when I work a shit job, grinding away at my interests to one day be a tenth as good as people who were naturally gifted for them or rich enough to afford the educational and material resources?