/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>really love cosplay
>hate face due to severe body dismorfia
>start to get less and less confident in cosplay
>stop going to cons stop cosplaying
>everyone probly thinks my face is hideous too probly why I don't have many friends That and anxiety making it hard to socialize and tlk to people unless they come to me
>idea jpg get plastic sugery become super cute = lots of friends
>get summer job as lifegaurd deal with alot of drunks and terrible parents have a few saves
>save up a decent amount not too bad
>dog gets bit by spider area around eye swells = exspensive vet visit
>rabbit gets a intestinal blockage some how vet thinks it's most likely genetic since he was so young he dies owe them 600
> several months later move on get new bunny take extra good care of him get him alot of toys and brush him every day
>he breaks his leg rush him to the vet spend all my money and now owe my dad money
>back to square one with money vet probly thinks I'm abusing my animals with all these emergency visits
>feel more deppressed than ever sad that my bunny is hurt brings back old feels of my other bunny sad that I have no money sad about appearance sad about not many friends
>then bf wants to take a break
> I forget what it's like to be happy