/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>>8799349
sorry if this is unusual

I've been interested in Lolita fashion for about 8 years now, and a while back (5 or so years ago), I had made some purchases related to it.

the problem is, I had some issues come up that caused me to lose all self confidence and most aspects of my life went to shit(weight gain, stuff like that). recently I've been gaining back some confidence and passion and I want to get back into what I stopped. that includes Lolita, but I have no real starting point.

I'm losing weight and intend to when I get back down to a weight that I feel is comfortable, I plan on becoming a full time Lolita. I want to be able to talk to people about Lolita, but I'm not sure where I should go for that due to my crippling social retardation.

is there anywhere someone could recommend that I go to do that? what online communities should I look at where hopefully someone could understand me being a fucking retard at interacting?

sorry again if this is nonsense, please have a shit picture I drew