/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

How can I stop being such a bitch? Seriously. I'm never going to be able to function or enjoy myself in the comm if can't drop this judgmental mindset.

I try to be friendly. I would never say anything rude. I even try to bury any judgy thoughts when they pop up, but they rise up again when I'm feeling alone at a meet.
I just feel so bitter. I use the excuse that my comm is ita/closeknit/a different age group to justify my bitterness, but in the end it's my own social awkwardness keeping me from becoming friends with any of them.
I wish I could rebrainwash myself to be as accepting as I was in my tumblr days. I didn't get spectical when I heard someone was a genderqueer demiwhateverthefuck. I didn't care if they looked ita. I didn't care if I looked ita. I just wanted to be a part of something.

I wish. But once you /cgl/ you never go back.

>>8805875

>>8727447
>>8727804
God, I love how much of a cunt Momoko is.

>>8705936
I'm gonna assume that since she is a lolita she is as bad as the rest of us