/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>>7522706
This is basically me. I don't even go to school anymore so the only social interaction I get is going to conventions and attempting to make friends there. I made one friend on 4chan by sheer luck but we only do things like once a month. The friends I have online aren't even on all the time and half the time I don't even feel like talking to them. I end up getting drunk in my apartment by myself every other day which forces me to crave talking online, but then they get to talk to the drunk me which isn't the best.

This is all after I tried to make good friends at cons where I lived before. Now I'm across the country and they couldn't give any less of a shit about me. It feels like I'm meant to be alone, but it's too painful to accept.