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I feel like I look way too old to do cute jfash or even very tame kfash styles like pic related. I'm 25 years old now and turning 26 soon. My boyfriend has been offhandedly commenting that I look old since we met (and I was 22 at the time). For example, he will say pretty much any other girl who is my age looks like she's 16 unless she's very ugly or morbidly obese but then always acts like someone is insane when I get mistaken for a teenager or college student. This whole year I've been feeling kind of down, so I just wear jeans and t-shirts, which I think automatically makes someone look younger or at least gives the vibe that someone is young but just has a mature face. So because of that, I think teenagers have been assuming I am closer to their age and trying to talk to me outside. He will get offended and tell me that I definitely don't look young. Like what the hell? And he gets offended when I tell him that I need to bring my ID into the liquor store or if we sit at the bar at a restaurant (I normally don't take my wallet if my bf is with me because we have a joint bank account anyway). As someone who was a server, I would DEFINITELY card anyone who looks like they're even in their mid 30's, and there's no way either of us look over 30, so why wouldn't I bring my ID?

It's not like I think I look young, but I guess I'm annoyed that he thinks everyone looks young except me. Trying to find more "mature" jfash inspiration that I can wear out and about, but I'm starting to feel like I am not seeing myself the way other people do. I already have no idea what my body actually looks like since many people (including my bf) have told me that I have body dysmorphia. Maybe I somehow think my face looks better than it is and that my body looks worse than it is?

Sorry for the blog, friends. Just frustrated tonight.

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