/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>always love frilly poofy petticoat dresses since age 5
>get into lolita
>turn into a lifestyler by 2010
>2013 comes around
>suddenly wearing lolita makes me want to die
>hate how I look in the mirror in lolita more and more to the point I cant wear lolita without having a breakdown
>try a bunch of other jfashions, look and feel like shit in every one
>keep asking /cgl/ what the fuck is going on if anyone else feels this way because having something you once loved so dearly cause you such distress is depressing
>no one relates
>years go by
>turns out I'm a trans dude and that was dysphoria

I hope in the future when I stop feeling like shit when I wear clothes I can get into ouji at least. I still like fashion, just hate it on myself.