/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>accidentally fall for famous fuckboy costhot
i hate this
>his fangirls come after me, my body, my cosplay, etc
>friends either leave me out of jealousy or use me to get close to him
>he only interacts/follows/likes typical big tit and big ass costhots, which I'm not like at all (uggo pale flat skelly)
>we eventually stop talking
>reminded how cosplay is all about elitism, looks, sex, money, clout and who wears aliexpress best
>lose all motivation and love for cosplay
>still cry thinking about some fucking costhot
I HATE THIS

>>10207709
There's nothing much to it. Or maybe there is but it's so traumatizing I can't even speak about it.
>be my first con
>cosplaying a trap which makes people direct their attention to my crotch even more
>wearing some old shorts underneath my skirt
>taking a few photos
>slav squat pose
>suddenly everyone around me goes "oh no", "oh...", "that's... not what I expected"
>at first I think it's them thinking I'm a certain sex and being surprised about it
>few minutes later
>get up
>check
>there is a hole too many in between my legs
>there is a hole in my shorts
>right on my crotch. not pelvis, not pubis, right between my legs, right THERE
>start apologizing profusely
>nearly in tears
>rush out to go fix my shorts in some side alley with my small sewing kit
>friend comes over to check if im okay
>"y-you um... you do have underwear underneath right...?"
>OF COURSE I DO WHAT KIND OF SLUT DO YOU THINK I AM
>does everybody think I'm one of those pervert creep sluts now
>keep apologizing the rest of the day
>my mood is absolutely sour and ruined
>never wearing old, too-tight shorts ever again.

>"it's such a shame (anon) ruins all their cosplays with their teeth... no offense tho"
h-hahah

>be genetic/chromosomal fuckup
>tfw too ugly for anything