/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

Speaking of plastic surgery, all I want is pic related so I won't have to live my life looking like a freaking nuclear radiation victim that's melting.

Finally coming to terms with the fact that I'm going to need massive cosmetic surgery once I start getting towards my goal weight. Namely a tummy tuck and breast augmentation, as well as an arm lift.
Pic related. The girl has the same exact paunch thing going on as me, and her story adds up with mine: overweight since childhood, stretchmarks after stretchmarks, weight loss in under a couple years.

I've already lost 35 pounds. But I get really depressed when people try to delude me and say that my saggy skin will somehow gain it's elasticity back and I'll suddenly have a pristine abdomen. I get that people want to be nice to me and give me hope, but it's just so obvious there is none (at least in my case). If I was someone that had only been fat for a couple years, or didn't have so many stretchmarks then I'd say yeah but it's just so damn obvious that's not me.

Instead of buying lolita dresses it makes me want to save up for all the surgeries I'm going to need. I'm cringing at the thought. Just wish I had been fucking normal.