/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>be lone lolita
>slowly approaching my local comm
>decides to go the next meet
>the one person I "know" (i've talked to her a few times since she attends a class I go and knows my bf) just posted she was sick and couldnt go
>I panic because I dont want to be with all the other girls smiling awkwardly and trying to not feel left alone because they all know each other and are friends
>mfw I bought a IW jsk a new blouse and tea parties specially to motivate me to go to the meet
>mfw I dont really want to go now that I know this one girl is sick

I dont know what to do I just feel like I want to try and make new friends, but I know they will be in the comfort zone with the others in the meet and I will just be the odd new girl nobody knows.

>>7314644
My mother almost got killed for that, my stepfather literally broke all the windows in our house and then threatened my mother, me and my 4yo brother to kill us in one of his drunk outbreaks.

It will NOT stop, get out soon before you have kids that make this even more difficult.

What happens when he breaks one of your ribs?
What happens when you cant use tshirts because of the bruises?
Oh but he says that he loves you?
My stepfather told us he loved us too. But his love never stopped him to abuse my mother, to hit me.

Please listen, you deserve better anon.

>>7170025
try being in an actual japanese class... you will think that after 2 years studying the weabooos will quit and leave. Truth is there are the same stubborn shits minus the dumb whores trying to be kawaii.
Imagine my japanese teacher face everytime someone says "is it true that in Japan.... i saw it on anime"
I just feel the shame of Occident.

I really admire the patience of that poor woman.
/rant