/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>fat
>worst body shape
>38-31-37 (inches)
>lost near inch around lower torso/love handles area
>jeans fit really well now
>pleased i have results
>... also terrified of gaining any of it back
>trying to eat 1500 calories a day as clean as possible
>work out near daily
>lifting every other day
>people around me tell me I look fine, but i feel like a whale
>*whale noises*
>start feeling conscious about eating in front of strangers, so I try to only eat alone or with family/close friends
>wishes I could magically cut off all this fucking fat

Pic related is my goal. I have a horrible body shape, and gain fat in the worst places, so I need to get down to the 110-120s minimum to look decent.