/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

I honestly like the way I look. I struggled a bit with my weight when I was younger, not because I was too heavy, but because it was so hard for me to put weight on. It was mainly because of how hard I pushed my body through all of the sports my parents made me do growing up. I love sports and I had loads of fun doing those things, so I don't blame my family for anything. You just play lots of sports where I grow up, it's a thing.
But now that I'm in my 20s and focusing on other things in life, I kind of recently "grew into my body?" if that makes sense?
I literally hit puberty sometime within the last year and it was a big shock to me to suddenly not look like I'm 14.
I'm proud of myself for how far I've come and I honestly consider myself to be very pretty. I just feel bad because at my last physical my doctor congratulated on me on finally being in average range for my heigh/weight ratio. Apparently I was over 20lbs underweight all throughout high school. My parents took that news pretty hard and have been blaming themselves because they think they pushed me too far.
If anything I have some pretty shit self-esteem. I feel like I will never succeed or be good enough for anything. I'm working on these things, so who knows. Maybe one day I'll be completely content with myself.