/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>starting to come out of my shell at lolita meetups
>one girl is interested in being my friend, we exchange numbers, she was one of my favorites, sometimes I see her get talked poorly about here, but she's just so lovely in person, so fun and bubbly
>lolita secret comes out about me
>I text her and send her a message on fb
>no response ever since that secret
>that was months ago

I just want your friendship.
you're super fun and when your posts come up on my facebook feed about how you're not having a good day I really worry about you.
I don't want to be clingy so I just comment on your fb stuff rarely.
when you gave me your number it was really exciting to me, because I haven't had a friend in so long, and I was really happy that I could be friends with someone as cool as you.

but that secret about me just was enough for you to drop me.
I'm sorry..

>see loli meet in Manchester
>want to go and say hi and talk about brand
>tfw male and would look creepy

>>7333440
same here. I do almost nothing but go on /cgl/ and tumblr all day every day.
my homepage is set so it opens to those two tabs.
I feel like this is going to continue until I finally get a job

>>7271301
I'm just looking for funny blogs where I can become tumblr friends with someone, and send them a bunch of asks honestly.

People tell me I am really cute and attractive, yet I have the lowest self esteem out of anyone that I know..
Also I get nervous if I post a picture or do a cosplay because I don't know what to say to the compliments I get and I don't really believe that I look good either.
I just know that someone will always look better than me and I'm really not that great and the stuff that I do has too many flaws in my mind for compliments. But then sometimes when I say "thanks, but I could've done better" or "I'm really not cute" they just think I'm fishing for more even though my self esteem legitimately is that low.

>>6935359
Oh...

>tfw no-one can afford to come with you overseas to a con

>>6570923
that is nothing compared to what my community would do. Honestly, most of them they are nice people in person. but talk about them them online and its some scary stuff. linking eachother to threads, all trying to find a person to blame for everyone that disagrees with them.. this whole thread will go straight to hell.

a couple of my friends quit lolita for the way that the local community treated them. and honestly I'm on the brink of doing so as well.

I have a feeling that I said to much..

>be about 6 inches
>tfw noone to use it on