/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>>9963628
At least you're trying, anon! I haven't been able to bring myself to set a limit yet, especially since dream items have been popping up a lot recently. I really need to stop making weak justifications for my spending, like how I don't go out much from anymore and save money from that. There's probably enough of us to form some kind of support group. I've seen a lot of those no-buy communities for makeup and skincare, maybe we need one for lolita.

>recovered from ed years ago, but still carry some tendencies mildly
>no friends, so stay do nothing during spring break, resulting in boredom/ sadness/ loneliness binge eating spree
>no scale so don't even know how fat I got
>spring break is over, and now it is time for heavy calorie restriction.
I am almost 100% sure that my obsession for being thin came from starting lolita at a young age. Now I hardly even get to wear lolita, but I still feel so fat all the time.
and since I recovered I just look so meh in lolita anyways

>20 dollar monthly food budget
>spent 1,500 dollars on lolita in the last 2 months
I feel absolutely ridiculous

Is wunderwelt reliable?