/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>>8602010
Basically reposting this from /r9k/ but
>be trap/trans
>tfw no qt female friend to teach me how to be a girl
>no feminine friendo to teach me about makeup, hair, voice, mannerisms, fashion etc.
>forever doomed to lurk /cgl/ and envy cute cosplay

>be transgirl
>cosplaying ruka from steins gate last year, went to a con with a friend dressed as a viera assassin from ff tactics
>friend is a little spergy and kind of a jerk but has had a super strong crush on me for a long time
>don't mind because we're good friends, and also she's my only friend really
>just started hormone therapy at the time which gave me a lot of new weird feelings, unsure of my sexuality
>friend at con keeps asking what I think of everyone, asking which people are hot and which I'd fuck and don't really know how to respond
>guy dressed as neir is flirting with us, flirting with me in particular
>viera friend keeps nudging us together and making lewd suggestive comments
>they talk about going back to our room and having a threesome, both pressuring me into it
>too weak to say no
>ends up with me giving the guy a blowjob while my friend pushes my head into him and watches
>turns out thats what she's into and I was rused

We're going to dragoncon together this year...