/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

Here is my confession I guess:

>I have never made my own cosplay
>I can't really think that well for myself when it comes to coordinating outfits
>I'm JUST getting into Lolita -as in I'm going to be ordering my first dress sometime this month-
>I'm taking every precaution to make sure I look good
>I'm such a nervous girl since I'm only 5 feet tall </3
>all of my cosplays are bought or made by a friends grandmother
>I never think I look good in any of my cosplays at all, even ones I get praised for.. Hell I've only been praised for one cosplay and all the items were store bought
>I'm ashamed of myself for being so mediocre