/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

I've been on meds for depression/anxiety since middleschool. Thanks to an insurance screw up, I ran out of my meds and I can't get any more until they fix their shit. But now... like... I don't even know if I want them back. I had two weeks of withdrawal which sucked, but aside from that... woah man.
I used to be tired all day and take naps, and require 1 - 4 sugar free red bulls per day to help me get my shit together. Now I'm not tired, I feel no need to nap, and I haven't had a red bull in I'd say... maybe a month and a half? There's a whole case untouched. I also lost all desire for sweets. I was asked to bake cookies today, and the smell was just completely fucking nauseating to me. I haven't even tried one because... I don't want to.
I've also managed to lose I think 90% of the weight I put on in Canada due to shit diet of host.
Makes me actually want to... make a cosplay that doesn't suck, or something. Mood wise I'm still pretty down, nothing specific keeping me down. I've just always felt that way.