/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>best friend since fourth grade has always had a thing for trap / genderbend manga
>she's used to make me wear her clothes in middle school when Id go to her house and was never really comfortable with
>asked to dress me up in lolita for years, finally agreed to do it for her birthday three years ago
>she does us both in sweet lolita and we go to con
>embarassed to death but surprisingly get compliments from everyone
>never had attention and flattery like this, feels really good
>says how perfect i am for this and that i make a better girl than a boy
>still feel weird about it but say I wouldnt mind doing it again, especially since she provided all the clothes and everything
>been to six cons since and shes dressed me up every time
>she buys new things for me
>keep dressing up because ive fallen in love with her
>at dragoncon last year
>she tells me that i should 'take the next step'
>gets me semidrunk in our hotel room and brings in some guy we met earlier at the con
>pressures me to suck him off, too beta to say no
>he doesnt know im a guy because im still in full lolita dress (or at least he pretended not to know)
>she holds the back of my head on him while she fingers herself, then tells me to go down on her when he finishes, all while we're both in full dress
>still don't know how I feel this
>she wants me to watch me do it again and go further
>try to tell her im not gay
>she says its not gay if im a girl

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