/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>last night
>my poofy petticoat from Brazil was in the US and should have been arriving to me soon
>have a dream about me twirling around in it
>in my dream it's so poofy I complain about how too poofy it is
>wake up
>have an email
>it's from my old post office five states away saying they have an international parcel for me
>seller had sent it to my old address and I didn't catch it
>which is weird because I thought on her website I put my current address as my billing/shipping one?
>whatever
>call post office
>lady laughs and says she knew that I hadn't been at old address in over a year
>"Haha yeah so about my package..."
>lady says she can't ship it express like how it came but she shipped it to me
>tfw have to wait even longer now
I just want to be poofy.

>>8524337
If you're having muscle aches anon, consider that you may be actually forming -muscle- while losing fat, hence the perceived stagnant plateau. I understand how you feel; it's extremely difficult to ignore the numbers on the scale, especially after browsing cgl where everyone considers an arbitrary number whale status. Have you actually -measured- yourself though? Have your measurements gotten leaner, have you lost an inch that you may not have noticed? Do your legs look less flabby? Those are variables that may not necessarily make you go down a size, but they are considerable changes in two month's time. I had to exercise for at least four months before I noticed changes in the way my clothes were fitting, so don't beat yourself up. Everyone is different, and if things really don't change in another month then see a doc.

Anyway, some okayish feels:
>post-grad, no money, moved far away, living with parents, too depressed/broke for hobbies, had two interviews but never got called back, applying to five jobs a day, worst time of my life, etc.
>found out there's a plasma center about 20 minutes away
>"Hey, at least I could donate twice a week and make $100 and help people while I'm at it."
>did it but I have severe needle anxiety
>the needle is in my arm for over 45 minutes
>tfw not allowed to close eyes, so I lay there and curl my toes and quietly squirm while trying not to look like a tweaker

I'm happy I did it though. I was able to get a few gifts to write back to my overseas friend and pay for shipping and treat myself to some nice food.